My Life’s been a bit rustic lately…well over the last 4+ months (4 that i remember, at least). Anyway, It seems that I’ve gone down the beat path of becoming lazy. That of which I never wanted to be nor was taught to be growing up. I’ve been suggested to take it “Verrrrrrrrrrrrry little at a time” I konw the advice is good but i’ve tried it and it doesnt work.
My life’s become fast-paced. If it cant be done (or results dont show) quickly, I dont care to do it or I do it with a lot of carelessness and not to the best that it could be done at.
As stated, i wasnt raised this way and it pisses me off thinking of how i have so much i’ve lost b/c of becoming lazy.
Some examples:
+70+ books on relational studies that i enjoy……..3 of which i have read alltogether
+A $1500 online program about A+ and Network+ certificaiton…wasting away
+A free Cisco Systems, Inc. course that could easily make me more money if I became certified…….sifting away.
+My 4 personal companies have lost prospective clients and my skill levels have dropped b/c i didnt stay up and learn about the growing changes.
+i’ve got a good job that could be better (product knowledge wise) but i’m not doing good at it b/c i’m too lazy to try or do right.
Well that’s just a touch of what i can remember right now. Almost everything is lazy in my life now and i DONT want to be this way. To make it easy for you to understand when I DONT want to be lazy i just become more lazy……IDK its hard to understand.
I just need to know if this is a “me thing” or if it is happening to other teenagers my age or something. Its really going to pull my down to the bottom if i dont change soon or find some solution.
Happy new year,
andrew
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