Sunday the 14th the Lord moved me to speak to Ken, our Music Minister @ church and talked for about 2.5 hours that afternoon about work/jobs, logistics and fairness in choir practice, and other stuff. Then, Monday I talked to Jeff, my manager/boss and we talked about havin’ Wednesdays opened up more thru Christmas and the future for church availabilty. He made me realize that its not 100% work’s “fault” that I don’t go to church on Wed. It has mainly been my fault, I’ve been lost to the old routine i use to have. But I went back this Wed. and it felt great! Kudos there to Jeff and Ken for gettin’ me outta my pit in life!!!
All in all since I’ve graduated in May I have been in the next “stage” of my life (which is Work/Job, College, & Career stage). and I’ve kinda “floated” through the past 5 or so months tossin up college…I KNOW ya gotta have college to get pretty much anywhere nowadays but still it was a tossup and the Lord and I needed time to make an just decision.
Well a fellow employee and I were closing the other evening and he mentioned to me Atlanta Christian College (acc.edu) and I’ve always blown it off thinkin it was low level not-so-good-for-much of a college but turns out I’ve set my sights tooooo high and far into and on West GA that I got down and out about my SAT/ACT but truth is they don’t require a minimum score, just that you ‘take’ one or the other. Which I’ve done and that you ahve a 2.5 GPA, which I’ve gotta 3.sumthin. YAYness!
So I’m doin some prayer on this to see if I can get financial aid and if its the right move for me. I was debating on whether I should go for the possible promotion coming up either the end of this/beginning of next year but i was tired of “retail experience” but I’m thinkin it may be the right move to do “IF” I can get it. The pay will definitely bring my worry in my mind about my finances back up to parr and help pay for college and other goodies.
While talkin to another associate @ work we covered lots of topics in our lives such as male temptations, females/relationships and the good ol’ days. It felt good knowin someone was there who related to me on a very similar level. So after we got all that out in the open we realized a cool way too look @ life and our situations: You’re a child for only so long to where you grow up and you are in the “”real world”” and have bills, college, work, etc. Well, looking at marriage/relationships you can say the same concept. You’re only single for so long (Lord willing) so enjoy and embrace it, yes it will hurt and tempt you even more, but once you’re in a relat./marriage then you cant easily go back. So yeah, thats cool to look @ it that way.
Well, I think that’s all for right now. I’m actually happy for once. Sigh, thats a relief. haha. Peace y’all